UNDECIDED
by: Melanie Mataga Magculang

“Happy go lucky” 3 words can describe me before

Nothing to worry about just go with the flow

I just forget what I’m supposed to decide

Forget? Not really. Just never mind it.

My life was good enough worrying nothing

My first year first semester of college was great

Even though I’m undecided I still go through

And yes! I nailed it.

Second semester is fast approaching

We’re so excited on what life to come next year

Unfortunately, our spirit was test by the time

We lost our dear friend.

No escape this time but I’m not in trouble still

Still undecided “which is which?”

I really don’t know but one thing for sure

I want to fulfill the dream of her.

It’s our second year of college

Wondering what area of concentration I will write

Reminiscing all the time we spent together

And it suddenly decides me to continue her dreams.

Her dreams to become English Teacher someday

Her dreams that won’t happen

Yes, I embraced the life she will encounter

I am now an English Major fulfilling her dream… our dreams.

Before, I don’t know where path I will cross

But because of her my life has a direction now

And I do thank her for her dream that was once my dream

Is what she has done for me.

As I go through I’m starting to enjoy things

Being one of the English Majors

Second year first semester was awesome

I proved to myself that I can do it.

Time flies so fast enrollment is on-going

Second year second semester is getting more difficult I guess

Knowing that my friends are Math Majors while I am English

Nothing left on me than the will to achieve my dreams.

Did they left me or I left them?

It is obvious that no one left

It just a matter of fact that we will cross different paths

And all we need to do is accept and move on.